After carrying her first two kids herself, it makes total sense that using a surrogate for her third child would be a strange transition for Kim Kardashian West. She recently talked about how tough it’s been to give up total control of the pregnancy, and in an appearance on The Real earlier this week, she explained the “weird decision” she had to make regarding whether or not to invite the surrogate to her baby shower last weekend, according to E! News.

Ultimately, the KUWTK star said, she didn’t invite her surrogate to the “Tea for Three”-themed, cherry blossom-filled shower this past Saturday. “I did introduce her to my family. I introduced her to my family earlier that day,” Kardashian West said. “I don’t know, it was a weird decision to have to make. Of course, I would’ve wanted her to be there and be a part of it, but I hadn’t really gone that far in explaining it to my kids yet. So I have to figure that out first before they really see, and then if we’re celebrating, you know, her — I just want to celebrate the baby. I think I have to explain it to my kids first and figure out how I’m going to explain it to them.”

That said, the surrogate’s absence from the party doesn’t mean there are any hard feelings between her and the West family. “I love her,” Kardashian West said. “I have the best relationship with my surrogate. She’s so nice. She is the perfect person to do this for my family. She’s great. She’s been amazing.”

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